So yesterday I decided to delete Instagram and just do a little cleanse. I found myself starting to compare my progress to others. That’s not something that I ever wanted to do. I have worked so hard on loving myself how I am right now so that when I reach whatever goals I want, I can still love myself and look back and not regret anything.
So I feel like this cleanse is necessary.
The moment that I compared my progress to someone else’s is when I realized that I don’t want to go back to how I used to be. This time last year I was this horrible mean person and I don’t ever want to go back to being that way. Life can be so hectic and you can easily get caught into the hype of things. I want everyone to know that this isn’t cause I’m sad or anything along those lines. If you’re my friend I still want to see you. I still want to hang out. This is just from IG. I’m not excluding anyone out of my life. If you have my number or know where I live just give me a call. I wanted to say that because I still got texts that asked if they should stay away. I deleted the app as a cleanse and just want to focus on myself with not looking at negative things sent my way or me trying to please others, etc. I also would stay up super late looking at random things lol. Before I knew it, it was 2 am and my ass has to be up everyday at 5am.
So I am going to continue to blog and vlog.
The second week of March is Rodeo! So I am going not one, not two, but three times this year. Back to back to back. I’m seeing Jason Aldean, Thomas Rhett, and then my baby daddy Luke Bryan. So I am going to be vlogging that whole week that I go. I’m also getting my hair cut and colored that week so that’s going to be a busy week. I also have a paper due. So yay me. I’m working really hard to get A’s for the rest of college. If you’re reading this go and subscribe to my YouTube channel. Thank you to everyone who sends me positive things throughout the week. I’m so happy I can be some motivation to you. But I at least want to take a month break from looking at any social media. I hope everyone understands.
Until my next blog,
Love forever and ever,