Back and Better

I took a couple of weeks off from social media and it was a well needed cleanse. I can say that it made me love myself even more and I didn’t even know that was possible. I was so caught up in looking at certain things on Instagram that it made me feel some type of way about all the self love I had created for myself. So I deleted a bunch of people for my well being and that’s just how life is. When I talk about self love, it’s something that is not just physical but also mentally.

I came back to Instagram and it was to just really see my friends and their lives. I didn’t focus so much on looking at random people or just being nosy. I uploaded some good self love pictures and looked up all my friends stuff to see what they were up to. I got off after and went about my day. I didn’t stay up late at night looking at things either. I even turned off notifications. Call me weird but I enjoyed it. I missed my friends faces, so looking them up was nice to see.

I went to the rodeo the second week of March and enjoyed every bit of it. This pass week was my spring break so I finally got to see a couple of my friends. My best friend got her license and she drove us to my favorite bar and I got drunk and sang SZA, it was well needed. (Nekissha if you’re reading this, I’m so proud of you.) I don’t want to be too premature but your girl found the sweetest soul.

I’m now eating fish again. I don’t know what to call what diet I’m currently on but just know the only thing changing is now I’m eating fish. My doctor has been wanting me to for the last couple of months and I finally did it. My stomach took it well. School has been taking all my time as well as the gym. I have been going to Planet Fitness and I love it. I just wanted to come on here and catch up with you guys. I have been really busy with school and I already signed up for mini and summer classes so I know shit is going to be crazy. I also want to spend more time with my family and friends. I have some new makeup I’ve been trying so I will soon do a beauty related post. I love all of you for the positive vibes and encouraging emails. I love that I can inspire you! You have no idea how much that means to me.

until next time

love always and forever

esswest

here are some random photos from the past few weeks

 

 

 

 

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