unexpected blessings

Laying in bed, holding me, then telling me you loved me scared the shit out of me. Not because I didn’t love you back but because this was something I didn’t see coming and something I couldn’t control.

You said you were thinking about it for the past week and after the basketball game I knew that you were everything I never expected.

You contribute to my happiness and just always remind me of my worth. Thank you for always being gentle with my soul and knowing how to guide the broken parts of me.

Everything with you is so simple and genuine. When we take pictures there was no big fight before or after. It’s real. Whenever we have any problems we talk through them and it’s healthy.

I love how you can just talk to the people I love like you’ve known them forever. Or how you don’t have to be right by my side to just enjoy the same people I do. I love how you can just stare at me and tell me how much you love me or tell me how _____ I am. I left it blank cause it’s never the same. You’re just so special to me.

You fill my life with sunshine and my heart with love. I don’t know what I did to get so lucky to have you apart of my life but the butterflies in my stomach are still there. Like you told my best friend, ” you’re going to keep hearing about me.”

“I didn’t want to fall in love, not at all. But at some point you smiled, and, holy shit, I blew it.”

I love you with my whole entire heart.

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